My Testimony | Seeking the Kingdom - Ep. #2

YES LORD!

In this video, I breakdown the four main issues I've struggled with which add up to my testimony:

1. The Mom Issue
2. The Friend(s) Issue
3. The Girlfriend(s) Issue
4. The Me Issue (really the #1 issue)

Ultimately, I've battled with abandonment, verbal/emotional abuse and loss of love from my mother, the rejection of my peers, the overwhelming feeling of hopelessness and worthlessness, drug and alcohol abuse and the struggle of suicidal "fantasy". I've always hated myself and struggled w/ my own self acceptance, which led me to self-mutilation, and seeking external resources to fill the void in my heart - people, drugs, alcohol and pornography.

PORN IS POISON! Drugs and Alcohol are DECEPTION!

My brothers and sisters, what you need is the fruit of the spirit, and the living Word of God to come into your heart and spirit. Take it for a dude like me - I tried for years to do it on my own strength; I sought out counseling and therapy and meditation and self-help books and drugs and alcohol and girls all that worldy nonsense; and let me tell you, nothing is more powerful than the Holy Spirit of God Himself!

This is true freedom - This is real grace.

James 5:16 | Philippians 3:12-16 | Revelation 12:11 | Psalm 23