When Will I Ever Learn?

I let the devil beat me down all week, despite God trying to help me, like he always does. I started the week out being mad at myself for not doing what God told me to do, then about money problems, then was mad at myself for getting mad about money, and it just snowballed from there, and I take it out on everyone around me. I recorded my thoughts all week, trying to find the lesson in all of my struggles, and understand how God is using this situation to teach me something, which he always is if you pay attention. I think I figured it out, but tell me what you think!