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In a departure and more personal video I speak more about and directly to my mentally ill "Family of Origin" including my BPD/NPD "mother" and regarding them (not others) I am not feeling compassionate. I am not communicating with the respect that I value to be honest. I just have that, "God, I am fed up and it's enough" feeling. So I hope there's is something validating, helpful, or a take-away for you, especially if you are the adult child of a parent or parents with BPD, NPD, BPD/NPD or ASPD.
I must have needed and wanted to get this out of my system. Getting as close as I can to as much NEVERMIND and acceptance as I can, sometimes, we hit a bump in the road. It's human. We feel, unlike the Borderline and/or Borderline co-morbid Narcissistic Parent(s) who are our albatross and our antithesis. There's no 100% understanding it all or the Cluster B's because we just aren't like them so no matter how close to this you are or have been, how much you know this pain, this healing, this recovery, we cannot fully grasp total understanding because they are in a way so cruel to evil that they are a different type of human being. What can we know from the inside out about that? I am thankful my answer when it comes to NPD and beyond, is not that much really.
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