i can't turn this down or off, i just turn up another knob

i have definitely cried way harder than i did tonight
i couldn't even smell the service due to all the saline
back in the day when i was on an anti-depressant i missed the smell of saline
i timed this perfectly
nodody understands mental illness aside from those that will hurt you
they are right to assume that we will all take the bait
not enough ags in the world
in knowing yourself you figure out the world in the process
those of us that have extra stuff in our heads will turn to terrible people that want to do us harm w/ or w/out knowing
it's okay that i struggle, that's fine
they are terrified to have thismuch of a human experience
i don't deserve any good thing that i have, it's a blessing to be a sinner
they keep sinning cos they think God doesn't love em
egotistical fear of God that has more to do w/ the world's approval than God's
how i was in the public school system
a stupid comment would be on repeat for days
self-expression is a blessing
in the holy house of the only authority that matters
ultra rapid cycling?
we need to have a nuanced discussion about drugs as well as conspiracies
people base their reality off of what they see
none of this crap existed 20yrs ago
you know how really annoying women laugh at absolutely nothing (it's gotta be some kinda defense mechanism)
when anyone tries to be funny it never works
maria bamford is the exception to this rule
maria is on satanic medication but at this point a lotta the stuff that is being pushed in relation to psychedelics (marijuana, psilocybin, dmt) is not natural at all so...