Ranked Gameplay BUT I Suck SO MUCH at Apex Legends

I'm playing more Apex Legends Season 19 Ranked, but the problem is that I'm just TERRIBLE at this game and my only hope is to just give in and embrace that fact.

Apex Ranked in Season 19

Music and Sounds:
Get Away by Cjbeards | https://soundcloud.com/cjbeards
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Aggressive Electro Cyberpunk Midtempo | Hidden by Alex-Productions | https://onsound.eu/
Epic Cyberpunk | GLORY by Alex-Productions | https://onsound.eu/
Cyberpunk Gaming Trailer | Rebel by Alex-Productions | https://onsound.eu/
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Back to Work Again by TeknoAXE | http://teknoaxe.com
Lucid Dreaming by | e s c p | https://escp-music.bandcamp.com
Undertow by Scott Buckley | https://soundcloud.com/scottbuckley

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Nu Metal No Solo by LiteSaturation via Pixabay
Hit Me by Muzaproduction via Pixabay
East Trip (Rock) by Diamond_Tunes via Pixabay

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Additional Video effects:
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