A Psychopath's Guide To Enlightenment - Why You Should Hate Yourself...My Most Disliked Opinion, lol

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Hi, I'm Blair Black and I'm a psychopath. Living my life as an un-medicated, fully conscious, high-testosterone, high-self-esteem psychopath has forced me to find many socially acceptable ways to integrate my dark side into polite society. As a result, I’ve found balance in my life, I’m the happiest person I know, I'm married to the literal woman of my dreams & everybody likes me.
So, I have decided (for money) to expose myself & report back to you with information from the other side that will help you better understand & integrate the darker parts of yourself, regain balance & make the most of your one short life.

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Now, I know conventional wisdom and popular culture say that you're perfect just the way you are but that shits not even close to true. It’s a dillusion, It’s a cope…and it’s a horrible thing to tell yourself because thinking you’re perfect just the way you are is keeping you from actually being prefect In Real Life and keeping you blind to an obvious truth in life….that you are the root cause of all of your problems. And I think it’s all because you allow yourself to love yourself…

People who love themselves wouldn’t change anything about themselves in fact, they think you’re racist, sexist, fatphobic what fucking ever, for noticing their very obvious flaws. Me, i don’t have that problem because I fucking hate myself (Im sure everyone who knows me would find that laughable but it’s is true), don’t get me wrong, my self esteem is through the fucking roof but that’s just because I know where I stand in comparison to other men but I know in my heart that I’m not shit and that I could be better, much better actually and I hate myself for it and I hope god doesn’t think he made a mistake when he touched for not living to my maximum potential. I hate myself because I know I only have one life to live yet I still can’t seem to remember to live everyday like there’s no tomorrow.

I know alot of you out there are thinking Blair, hate is such a strong word…can’t I love myself and still acknowledge and fix all of my flaws? No, you can’t. you can’t be in love with something and look appropriately critically at it at the same time because you just end up falling in love with all of its flaws. For instance, Im not critical of my wife…Im too in love with her too much, every fight that we have is about a problem she has with me, and then why I disagree with her feelings, but I never break her down, I couldn’t I love her too much…I don’t even see her flaws as flaws, Im sure she has aspects of herself that she sees as flaws and would but if she told me what they were I wouldn’t even see them as flaws, I would see them as the little cute things that she does that makes her different from all of the other girls or I might make excuses for her or whatever…but if she all of a sudden did something to make me fucking hate her, then I would quickly see those little cute things as character flaws and the I could start to pick her apart and judge her critically but not now…I love her too much, and that’s the blindness that love causes and why you can never turn it on yourself.

Also as a side note that’s why women are so brutally honest with you during PMS because during that time their love for you actually does turn to hate and in that moment of hatred they will give you the best and most honest assessment of yourself that you will ever get in your entire life…because when they hate you they’ll tell you stuff about yourself that they would never tell you when they love you because when they love you they don’t want to hurt your feelings but when they hate you they don’t give a shit, they do want to hurt your feelings and they are happy to point out every little thing that is wrong with you in poor tone and high volume, like a fucking football coach that your sleeping with. But men don’t have PMS so women rarely, if ever, get that level of soul-crushing feedback and honestly, it’s to their detriment.

Look, loving yourself is like a little form of incest which is why the people who do it always come out so grotesque and deformed because your love is not meant for you love is meant to bond you to other people and when you turn it inward and love yourself it leads to this recessive condition that eventually causes blindness, a blindness that keeps you from seeing yourself as you actually fucking are. Hating yourself allows you to criticize yourself and self criticism leads to self awareness, self awareness leads to improvement, improvement leads to excellence, excellence leads to consciousness, consciousness leads to enlightenment. Fucking bang! Enlightened in just 6 moves and all because you were strong enough to allow yourself to hate yourself.