I was SOOOO selfish

I was still trying to hold on to things and live how I wanted to live before surrendering to Jesus. I thought when I was in my late 30's/early 40's I'd calm down and give my life to the Lord. I wasn't ready to give Him everything. But God had other plans... Jude 23 says some are saved by compassion and some by fear. It really was the goodness of God that led me to repentance (Romans 2:4).