My Love Hate Relationship with Empathy

I love this ride with all my heart but sometimes seeing her makes my heart hurt so bad because I can remember the pain I was feeling when she was put together. it's a reminder of that pain I want to put my pain to work and make the pain mean something.

God thank you for healing my heart to the point I want to help others heal and not feel the pain in the first part. God thank you from keeping me from taking my own life and helping me learn to love and want to be alive and chase dreams. lord I feel truly blessed in my life lord please bless those who have blessed me in my life and please bless those I interact with and who find this channel use me like a tool lord. God I thank u every day for my amazing wife thank you so so so much for putting such an amazing woman in my life I am truly humbled lord. God im truly greatful for everything in my life thank you for helping me grow this channel and helping me love filming more thank you God for everything u do! I love you lord! in Jesus name I pray Amen!

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