they think i dunno what they're really laughin about

i never mean to be hateful, apologies
i never mean to be resentful
i guess i need to work some shit out
it pains me that you think i don't see me the way you see me
self-awareness always taunted me
always lookin back, nervous tick i guess
i make a joke about sumin fucked up...
pussies won't get dark shit
eventually my real feelings will come spewing out
me n the devil have definitely met
you're lookin at somebody that's not afraid of themselves
that shadow self chased back n said hey girl, when you gonna kill yourself
suicidal revival baby
i used to think that sumin was horribly wrong w/ me
i felt too much about what i thought too much about
i almost missed the exit so excited about this little ditty
i don't hate americans, i pity them
they drive me up n down multiple walls
they won't lift a finger to help themselves
they shit on God all the time
they are just desperate for the world's approval
i don't have to be desperate, i get the world's disapproval no matter what
hating is all they know how to do
we really feel for the nashville comedy scene
they reject the very best example of God's love
it's right to laugh at me considering
don't expect others to do what you can do
the Bible is not gonna be understood w/out discernment
the whole purpose of the Scripture is to transform us n enable us to become true sons (and daughters!) of God
if Christians aren't reading the Bible...