new thing syndrome...courtesy of clusterB personality that has taken over like kudzu

another failed attempt to be brief
should i say you don't have to like or subscribe before every video
no point in telling you to hit that notification bell
if you like me too much they will unsub you from what i've been told
that's my arrogance for ya
totally plausible tho, i will give em that i hate the internet so...
the longest i'll go w/out posting content is a week
that transitional period lasted 6mos n a lotta my followers thought i was dead...CLASSIC ag move, exit stage left
if you're crazy excited to talk about sumin you're probably just thwarted by what we call new thing syndrome
grifting or just insecure or confused
this culture is self-obsessive but not in a healthy way at all
it's that obsession w/ celebrity culture n social hiearchy
the subs n likes, whatever man
yt is protecting my self-esteem
certain kinda hate is not acceptable, i say bring it
i can't even see my comments, oh well
i don't even care what they're doin, gonna keep on goin
keep working without worrying about the results
the ongoing process of doing is way harder than fantasizing about it
why would you wanna be a bully
the bullies always make it obvious that they're horribly insecure
ego ego ego...i don't lash out or lash in anymore
i haven't cut myself over another comic
we forgive mike pablo for being on that SSRI, he's so fucking funny
drinking is better i don't care what anybody says
i am jealous of the functioning alcoholic
i'd be fucked up right now if i could
i've always been way too self-destructive
over-indulging means losing shit
looking at it logically sobriety makes way more sense
that doesn't mean that's how i prefer to be
i'd much rather be drunk all the time
i still have a headache
my cat is soothing but she is also annoying
thankfully she is nowhere near as codependent as a dog
my cat meowed right back