Ghostjudicator's Dethmachine Beasts within

One day I awoke...and when I gazed into the mirror deeply....I saw it's visage overcome my own and that was the day I realized...the beast had lay dormant within me most of my life...as far back as I remember it snarled and clawed upon the doors of my human soul like a hound violent with hunger...as time drew neigh the curtain call for my mortal coil...the beast whom I thought starved to death, came roaring back to life...of all things to save me...it's host...because if I die..."We" die...and it doesn't wanna go into nothingness...and I don't want to pass out of existence...

So now I am stuck...but considering I am in a place where everyone and everything seems to be hell bent on ending my life...I feel like I should go with the flow...and I've embrace that beast and have for once in my life...found a wholeness...just as it seemed to be ending...and the night was falling fast...It found a new darker beginning.

*A letter found after Ryan Kegg vanished*