My 4th cancer - no more conventional treatment, I go alternative

At age 51, I was diagnosed with cancer for the 4th time.
In my younger years, I battled non-Hodgkin lymphomas 3 times. I got the last rites and sacraments at age 22 after my second cancer.
This time, I was diagnosed with a Squamous Cell carcinoma metastasized to the lymph nodes in the groin area.
My treatment options are radical surgery, removing between 15 and 40 organs, chemotherapy, and radiotherapy.
I fought cancer and its consequences for over 12 years. My immune system got completely wiped out during the process. Rebuilding it from the sterile room to a minimum level took over 10 years.
I decided not to go down the conventional treatment route again. No more invasive surgery, poisonous chemo, or burning radiation. It ends here.
I decided to treat myself with alternative, non-toxic treatments. I have no doctor guiding me, prescribing medication or therapy, and no pharmacy preparing my meds. I'm on my own.
According to the medical world, I'm a dead man walking.