guilt contagious --- (spoken word poetry + music - no singing or rapping)

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guilt contagious

nevermind the actual 3D scars
sharpen your artistic brush strokes
tattoo my skin
with colors of sundown & midnight
while waiting for the sunrise,

yellow words expresses my suffering,
my gray face for being withered,
blue & black on my bones for bruises
isn't this what you wished for?

A waste landfill, I am
between us an empty highway,
& I wait for you to come and unload
and blame me for your shortcomings
it's
guilt contagious....
we are
guilt contagious....
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I feel the burden, just like you
except you have a place to unload
I'm nursing the feelings to alter the facts
so they don't hurt anymore

so talk to me,
I swallow every lie
I keep excuses hallow
I loathe the need for you, baby love,
but you need me around
to hide the deceptions
in the dumping grounds we share
it's
guilt contagious....
we are
guilt contagious....
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I grow with you
while we missed this and that
we traded tid for tat,
but I'm happy for you, baby

I feed off digesting all your secrets
recycling the moods of little lies,
for the sake of memories

I'll tag along for the photo op
but why, why are all your smiles tight-lipped?
Is it the midline Diastema?

you haven't been around much lately
you lose things in me
and I'm lost around you
strange bedmates we are
it's
guilt contagious
we are
guilt contagious...
you and i

we are
guilt contagious....laly
guilt contagious
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Sep 29, 2022
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lyrics & vocals: azdi404
music credit: When None Remain [Beautiful Death] Slowed by Karter
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