i don't want this affliction to quit if that means i forget how bad i used to be

this sound is just so friggin cute
we naturally focus on our mistakes
i'm the opposite of everyone that i meet it seems
it's always gotta be somebody else that takes the blame
overzealous...wait for it
soooo many things i wish i'd done different
some days it really eats at me
maybe that's why i don't eat or sleep n my mind is always racing
why salvation means so much
i believe what i believe ad infinitum
is everybody a nihilist, i guess they forgot why they exist SAD!
drivin round yelling like it's profound
YEAH nice little touch there
am i hallucinating? i hope not
only God when things will happen
i really do give myself such a hard time but i don't think that's a bad thing
never assume that you know what somebody's experience is, that's dumb all across the board (i do comedy cos i have empathy no matter how mean i sound, it's an art form yawl)
pretty mfing plz n pretty mfing thank you
okay that's enough of that shit