Death and the Divine Feminine Energy at the Heart of EMOTIONAL PROCESSING Part 1

The TRUE HUMAN BEINGS:
What ARE our instruments, our innate tools for love and healing?

I speak of deaths, close to my heart and my love’s and in
the world
I describe how I am using colour for comfort
I understand I failed to use my clearing processing fully
I use command prayers to bring me into a state where I can receive clearly.
4.40 using numbers a demonstration of an emotional stance
5.24 I feel the pain my partner because of the little boy who died- necessarily, and the other children who die intros way because of the inside-out quality of our world until we create it anew….
we cannot be in clubs any more. We have to just be people
6.40 we need to understand more about life and death- for humans and animals
7.00 to not have fear - people are still afraid of being seen by the system. We need to leave the fear behind
8.30 The little boy does want to come and talk. He says he loves my friend. But I stop there, it is too personal.
9.18 I ask if there are any children form Lahaina who would like to speak. Shania, aged 12 wants to.
10.44 Shania: “The wizards that work their magic, they have done it again. ( She points to the ground, to some concrete with some rings set into it. ) Because of what is underground is why they had this battle of destruction. They want their places, their ….the destruction of my home was caused by this. -Defacing our population, our island, our place. It is another set of rules…. They wanna make us like them: hard and cruel, belligerent. They came to shield Lahaina. There is nothing more to be said about this: they have won and we have not. This was a place that was totally catastrophized, destroyed. We couldn’t stand up to them. We screamed. Then it was over, over, past. Then we were here- most of them are gone, and I am staying around to hug my Nanna, then I’ll go too.”
12.00 I pray for her good passage to where she wants to go next as a full whole soul.
13.00 I move on to exploring why I am so upset by my breaking things.As i ask what next i can do, I feel the brunt of my own injury: I am distressed because I broke something, when I love to renew, repair and maintain things. I list a few things which I have broken when my emotions were stressed, which s unusual for me. But we are having to learn to deal with greater levels of stress…and therefore better emotional processing.
( I find out the next day, this distress is good, because it leads me to value my femininity more, to take more care with my emotional processing, and always use sung sound to make sure all is well and free and clear.)
14.07 “Smashing. ‘Super smashing great lovely’- it’s not, is it, it’s sarcasm. Yeah, it’s not a nice thing. Why are you smashing your things? It’s not because you are not worth. Some part of you thinks you are suppose don’t to think or value the material essences because you know the world is changing. And so those hard fast three dimensional things, you are almost ashamed that you put emphasis on them. You know very well you appreciate the beauty and the craftsmanship in things. It is something which has always delighted your heart- the substantial transformation of spirit into form- a beautiful pot, made by a potter. Like that cup- Georgian, hundreds of years old, and hand painted and beautiful and yes, that kettle may well have been made of glass and made in a factory but still, it is something of yes, aesthetic pleasing and now it has broken glass- it’s still perfectly functional but it is very unshapely to look at. And now there’s your hardworking computer and it now has a great big smashed crack, and you say to yourself, “And in my state of poverty in this time, where i have just enough to live, because I am trying to keep up with the insanity of the outside world, how will I afford to give myself the beautiful screen again- the perfection of beauty, the sense that all is good in the world. But all is not good. Is it because you let yourself focus on that today , is it because you let yourself focus on the sadness?
You heard the sadnesses today of the deaths of these dear people- one to you, one to him. - Many hundreds for other people. And now you have given yourself a little ‘death’, of a smashed thing, just to hurt yourself a little bit. - To keep up with the hurt.
It is not a very kind thing to do to yourself- to ‘keep up with the hurt. It is in no way loving to your self - or as a demonstration to others of what love canoe. You must be gentle and careful.
Preserve yourself in a state that cannot be affected by these energetic barbs and weapons; they are weapons. They are designed intentionally. The fact that child died, because he didn’t receive the treatment he should have, that is a weapon.
It is designed to make you feel this sadness and this fury, and this grief. They have wilfully designed it.
When a child, and innocent, could have been saved, you say, his life prolonged at least or , softened, not in pain and the barbaric solitude and coldness of a hospital bed. These designs are, of an old and terrible, terrible system. And you know with all your heart, you wish for something else.”
17.48 I want to transmute it, bring us into a better place. ….
“And you see the danger in that if you let yourself fall in to the deep, deep sadness, you become the same: smashed and bashed and hurt and crushed. And can you then help? Not much. It is such fine, tightrope balance. And you nee dot let out the feelings, and you know how much you process for him. Because it’s tough, when there is man who wishes to be seen to be the one helping and holding up- how can he let his feelings rip and roar? - Maybe if he went to a forest on his own or a mountaintop? But that isn’t really possible, is it, and you find yourself with the tears in your heart, and you let them pour through you.
You know you can do it- just don’t let it break you- be careful.”
18.50 I need to know how….and my next piece of assistance arrives
19.40 I put on a garment for a hanging rail in my soul room. A straight cobalt blue suit. Very formal. As though I am wearing the clothes of the system.
We should be able to materialise for ourselves the up-liftment that we need. Sometimes it feels really hard to do so.
21.00 I talk of how I go about getting what I need, if i get a message for what I need. We cannot always be powerful sometimes we need to be soft and gentle and give ourselves reminders of that.
And I am lucky I did not break my computer completely- it is still perfectly useable- although sad and miserable. None of these things are good to create but they could have been worse. 
22.17 I am still glad I felt the pain because it made me decide to work out HOW I COULD and recover for it, clear myself of this and process it fully. And it mad ehe decide i want to look at the future offer hospitals- and many many spin-offs from this one negative experience.
23.00 We want to know we can DO something to prevent pain to children. We are going to be seeing a lot more of this and we need to be as prepared as possible to assist as more and more of what should never happen is revealed to us.
24.00 My friend who died tragically evidently had more going than she should have had. I would offer her healing arnica, calendal rescue remedy- and the chance to talk if she wants dot . She didn’t, just gently laughed it off, saying how clumsy she was.

24.44 What right have we to interfere? We have the ‘right of our hearts’ to interfere.

26.00 We have to want to use the divine MORE to combat all that is not. We have to be strong, mentally, emotional, physically. We need to be helping. We need to be examples to others and I want to inspire you to be so:
So I command in strength and health and wealth.
I basically call in more LOVE for myself to ENABLE myself more fully. We need to all do this.
Summon it!

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