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JUDICIAL TRADE BLACK

Dear God
Lately I’ve been strugglin
I’ve got a lot of questions I don’t understand

Said Lord I’ve got some questions I been strugglin with
Why is everyone around me on some other shit
Why am I unable to put myself first
Why the ones I love always hurt me the worst
Why create loyalty if no one understands it
How do I forgive when I can’t ignore the damage
How can I move on when I’m shackled to the baggage
The bible says you’ll never give me more than I can manage
What if I crumble in front of those that believe in me
What if I’m too weak to be the person I need to be
What if everything I know is self belief
Will my last breath finally be a stress relief
Why’d you take my father from me when I needed one
You know how bad it hurts he never got to meet my son
How am I supposed to keep my faith when I’m so traumatized
Do you know how it feels to see tears in ya mama’s eyes
What’s the point of makin cancer just to kill us slow
Why make us pray to find a cure but never let us know
Why make us say goodbye to people we’re afraid to lose
Why’s a ticket up to heaven make us pay these dues
What’s the point in children dyin I don’t get the balance
Why are they born with the mental or physical challenge
How they supposed to spread your word if they can never talk
How they supposed to find they path if they can never walk
Why do Christians try to guide me with the scripture first
When every version of the bible gives me different words
Why do Muslims tell me peace is found in the Quran
Why do terrorists use their Islam to hurt and bomb
Can a person burn in hell if he cant comprehend it
Can pedophiles make it to heaven after they repented
I don’t believe they should
What’s the point of doin good

And spend eternity wit people you’d kill if you could
Why does livin have a price if you can’t take it with you
Why is my vision of the afterlife a naked picture
How am I supposed to fight my demons when you know that they’re deceivin
If I’m guarded by your angels why won’t they help me get even
I know my heart’s beatin but I can’t control it
Why does my faith feel more defeated as I’m gettin older
God if you’re the leader why’s there presidents
Whether Trump or Biden, ain’t neither one heavensent
Why’s this country that I love fight over red and blue
Soldiers die in vain because some geriatric mothafucka told em to
We’re brainwashed when we watch the news
Tell us what we’re supposed to do
When is Jesus comin back I feel like it’s been overdue.
I’m not tryna question you God, Im tryna get close to you
Tryna find the answers, I can’t grow unless I know the truth
Heavenly father, do you love me like my father did
Do you love me like I love my kid
Tell me

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