July 5, 2023: Where is my love and my heart to rest. I am exhausted.
July 5, 2023: Where is my love and my heart to rest. I am exhausted. Still feverishly looking for work. I am pushing myself to the limit and I might break. I see so many things that I need to do to thrive. Yet, I need to fight to lose weight. I feel the longing for home. I will fight and not give up!
Time is running out and I need to find something soon. I see nothing that draws my heart. So I am pondering on what is next for me.
This illness has broken me. It has trapped me in sadness. I am working hard to stay positive. I must continue to lose the weight and find my home and love.
400.2 pounds - Pondering on where is my home? I just want to go home. I want to enjoy life and have a place to call home and love. Nothing is calling out to me. I want someone to welcome me and say... welcome home.
So, the most important thing is to lose the weight and get healthy. I want to find truth and love and never let go.
So I must battle on and find work. I have nothing else that matters. I need to find work, home and safe harbor that will give me the peace I desire.
I will stay focused on work... So that you my love will hold me and welcome me home.
If you know anyone hiring a STEM Business Technology Consultant please let me know. Here is the link to my LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/reubenhaynes
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I AM A FIGHTER! Yet, I need your help... If you can please help here: Medical Donations
Anything would help!
PayPal: @myconjecture
Venmo: Reuben-C-Haynes
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Zelle: reubenhaynes@me.com
I still have Myasthenia Gravis (MG), Guillain-Barré Syndrome (GBS) and Motor neuron disease (MND)
My life has changed; preparing for the unknown ahead, with hope.
If you need a roommate or have a room to rent please contact me. I am in the process of completely healing myself and need to finalize the process and move on with my life whatever that is.
I have no idea and just want to be at peace and be still and enjoy the rest of my life.
Of course, I want to have fun and have lots of adventures but, I have no idea what is next for me. I am searching and I want to know where I need to go.
Regardless, if you have an open heart and I place so that I can complete the process of my healing journey. Please contact me.
Thank you.
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