free from the confines of social structure that you use to define your experience

david byrne said this
i won't be the first or last person to say this
this is why i can't be in a band
a better version of you is at the party in my head
i severely lack the ability to impact the way i wanna impact
i did reasonably well tonight
i guess it's a good thing that people find my experience amusing since i do comedy n all
it's just satirical material, yawl
all they do is misinterpret every mfing thing
when forgiveness comes over you, you want to hold onto that but ego always gets in the way
what am i missing ad infinitum
it's always a well, this mind of mine
i'm hardly ever bored tho
why i can't be mindlessly entertained
this actually does hurt cos i can't tell them they wouldn't believe me anyway
everything is a twisted version of what is actually happening all around us
debating the real thing and the right answer
that damn phone
super duper leary about anything they try to push on me
case in point: here's another reminder
mental health never mattered to west civ