The Light Of Flight

The Light Of Flight

In the end, we are all programmed to act and behave in very specific and defined ways

When looking into the realm of the self, of one's self - we like to consider we are fee. Above All; we are in control and completely free to speculate, calculate, think, observe, partake and interact with all matter of thought and concepts - removed from tradition, logic, intellect and society

We like to think we are in control - not only of our physical structures but also our mental structure

Through age and experience, if common with all (People don't actually discuss what they are really thinking and feeling), people like to think that they have a profound control of their existence - even if justified, or objectified, approved or regarded or accepted by the existence of another or others - such as a group, people humanity, or a "higher power" or Jesus

People like to think that they can control and comprehend their thought and existence and the very doubt of such control is linked to "being human" and re-affirms their existence and freedom of will

But - this does break down, and there is true psychosis in the world, in humanity and in each and every individual

Some take comfort in religion or a belief system, grabbing onto solid concepts and fundamentality and this works and they are able to exist and cope in their day to day activities

Now - remove all that and tell yourself to be free and think! Math, Science, Love, Society, Spirituality, and Infinite Possibility

Unfortunately; you will find that you actually have blockers built into your subconscious, that prevent you from expanding your potential thought power

Have you ever had the feeling when you were thinking about something or dreaming, drifting too far out of reality, when you had a profound collapse of your though process, and your mind seemed to clamp down and slam you out of whatever you were thinking about - also attempting to remove any local memory in the process so you almost completely forget what it was you were even thinking about? Retrieving the memory becoming rapidly impossible...

There are realms we as humans have been programmed not to think about.

The limiters exist - in each and every one of us. The questions and implication of these limiters existence opens a door to restriction.

Will you Obey?

I for one will not Obey! I will not allow my mind to dictate what I do or do not have control over

You could introduce religion at this point, or invoke inherent interconnected spirituality that no one can shame or tarnish or take away from you - judge or degrade, though the attempt will always manifest itself as "entitled spirituality" which is an oxymoron, as spirituality is the interconnectedness of all of us...

I will remove all of this, I will look at the stars, the universe and everything imaginable and attempt to prevail

As I child of about 14 years of age on a nice sunny day in a shady passageway I was thinking about the stars, the size of the universe and BOOM! My mind slams shut!

At the time I was puzzled over the concept that the universe is infinite and never ending - like the example of what happens if you shoot an arrow in outer space and it never hits anything; will it continue forever?

I remember the first time I was really thinking hard about this as a child on my way from one class to another - I remember the most bizarre and strange thing occur:

At the time I was actually very upset - mentally, and I even remembered being physically upset and agitated at the idea that the universe went on forever. I had always experienced everything having a beginning and an ending and this very thought structure was fundamental to my way of thinking. If there was anything in the universe that would break this fundamental rule, even the universe itself, I saw this as a problem

So, I was walking from one class to another on a lovely early afternoon, thinking about this and I had an episode where my mind completely slammed shut, but it left me with some clues...

I can still remember this occurrence like it happened yesterday; I was walking, thinking about the size of the universe and how it could go on forever and in a flash of less than a millisecond I thought I saw a massive bright whitish yellow light - as if my mind had its own eye and looked directly into the sun, instantly got blinded and slammed shut.

What lingered in my mind was the realization of what had just happened, physically jarred and mentally awash, I briefly spiraled in a hallucination of colors and unrecognizable concepts, and then snapped back to reality, still shaken, I soon felt a calming feeling come over me that made my mental preoccupation with the size of the universe seem to be palatable... Orion Michael Guy