i could be boring so it could always be worse

i guess i just gotta wait for this to get better
at least i'm doin it
running in circles incessantly, isn't that what everyone is doin
i wanna claw my eyes out but i need em to see
i always fuck up the previous chord whenever i start adding
once you become aware of how good you are, pride will inevitably take over
all the things i've done to pass the time weighs down on my mind
you dunno how bad i've been
i'm a woman so it's much worse
i know what it's supposed to mean
most sex ain't about love
it's so depressing to think about it
i will never be a conventional person
i push everyone away, just ask everyone haha
my family had to get me on their phone plan in order to make sure i'd still communicate
were things ever really that better or is that just what we tell ourselves to complain about the current age
can you hear the battery dying
that's what the fuzzy sound is all about
it's a sacrifice that many won't make
i had to use that cos it rhymed
a lotta what i do is cringe we know
you will never hear the better shit