altered states enthusiast for the fragmented states of amerihahaha *ag critiques ag

why don't chu just listen to real jazz amy
best miles album ever: someday my prince will come
reflections on ag w/ ag
you shouldn't be surprised at all haha
it's got jalapeno puree in it haha
sorry if you already know this information
mental illness studies, america 1985-2023+
cultures. habits. behaviors
relationships always remind me how crazy i am (not so much anymore cos i am a full blown schizophrenic not that i mind)
borderlines have jealousy bad
i talk about personality disorders cos i have gone thru various cycles of mental illness thru out my life
what is called bipolar is actually borderline personality
you can't always just blame the pharmaceutical co.
the bipolar solution to a borderline problem
most people choose the pills due to stigma
america is all about capitalizing on problems
just say digital, amy
they are also proving that they are just printing $ and it doesn't mean much voices...the man in my head is the most prominent
it's just me reflecting on me is all
feminine voice when i talk about him
judson said that he was freaked out by that masculine part of me
masculinity allows me to take my emotions and understand them so i can never be crippled by them
i heard a pop and saw the after math
terrible cos a mini cooper got hit
the whole govt has to be involved but at least they were doin sumin positive this time
more self critique haha
if women weren't allowed to drive tho...
there's no denying that simple fact
a good first step to empathy: making it about you hahaha
any bad thing could happen to anyone
two sides of everything: good n bad, right n wrong, foolish n wise
empathy is just lamenting over the world
i too am guilty of that
eccentric. odd. paranoid.
everything is a puzzle so we don't need tv
i definitely enjoyed tv every time i was in a relationship
what is ag's critique of the world really about?
people don't wanna even consider a narrative other than the one that they wanna believe (about themselves and/or the world)
narcissists are my enemy cos they are what makes the internet such a wretched ass place
as right as i am i am still sooooo hard to take and i know that
people have many many misconceptions about Christianity and Christians themselves
the Orthodoxy's effect on me
i don't like the general public either so there
they go outta their way to remain unconscious it seems
the man in my head is mad
people have a better understanding of their beliefs and don't require everyone around them to believe that specific thing
guilt. coercion. lying.
i understand and agree with the critics of religion
my faith ain't contingent on how the world feels about it
communist n nazi n whatever...yep
everything is a lie, this is just the shadow world
chase that bottle a black pillz w/ some jim beam, son
anyone that knows how bad this world is understands addiction as well as regular ass coping mechanisms
sciatica fuckin sucks man
shit happens. blame vagina again.
so terrible that that happened tho i hope everyone is okay even the bad driver that caused the accident
that intersection is so dangerous, so many accidents have occurred at that spot
men are crazy ass drivers, women are just oblivious
i miss josiah so much, everyone does
damn that sound came back, sari vortex i hate it too
poor george, cardiac arrest and so young
i feel God's presence in nature always
i hate west civ becuz it's robbed us of our true purpose
people just accept a total shit society
going online and whining is still giving up on yourself and giving into the elite even tho you will fight me to the death...
escaping is not wrong when you don't help the elite
that's why it is called getting high haha
it's okay i don't have to buy stuff/go online/do anything they tell me to do
i can go outside n pretend that the air ain't polluted
plz don't advocate for anything amy
schizophrenia sets that in stone considering...
*timothy, titus, 1 peter, 1 thessalonians, 1 corinthians
sober is mentioned 12 x in the Bible
social media. shopping. drama. gossip.
what does it mean to have a sober mind? ag thinks of sober as aware
drugs can clarify, some of em anyway (if used correctly)
very rarely do i remember to look stuff up when i get home
if i'm supposed to retain it then i will
as long as i am w/ God then i am walking in faith
once again, the beautiful gift that He has given me
another drug buddie/comic who's headed to LA in 6wks
if you can recognize the gift and curse of being alive you can appreciate the beauty and the futility
my body is hurting me a lot lately
chiropractor costs a lotta $ from what i hear
the man in my head is still only in my head
he can't make me make better decisions but he can critize the ones that i ended up making hahaha
at least that's sumin that most women don't have
you see that final banter was everything that i'm about, since i was a kid i have been this sexist hahaha