How I upload my videos / Apology (this was suppose to upload before the live reaction)

This video was supposed to upload first before the live reaction

a tell all or about behind the scenes of how I upload my videos.

Also there is a apology after I explain everything (4:30) for my public behavior that I have been showing the past few days.

I really do appreciate you all so much! I'm not leaving or quitting !!! but if I do need to step away I will be transparent with y'all 💕

edit: I saw comments were turned off. unsure why. I think I fixed it