Video of me begging neighbors to let me in.

The video for some reason cuts short before I was told to go away and I begged more saying I'm going to pass out. This memory haunts me and I wish someone would have helped me. I was passing out and scared for my life. Now I'm facing 25 to life for defending myself against a mad man with a gun in Portland who refused to stop kicking my door in. I've lost hope in humanity. GSG has more info