this channel is a funhouse mirror for me

gonna walk to the shitty coffee shop up the street
goats are not good, cast out of heaven (not regular ass goats but metaphorical goats)
growth n life over here and you know we talk to em
not responsible for this at all
i'd buy soil n seeds n never do it
a.d.d real bad since forever *probably the jabs from yesteryear
imma eat that basil right now
i dig this angle a lot
these things affect a person for a long ass time
i know what all i carry, all i do is analyze it haha
i can water all of em for sure, if that ever gets to be too much then that might be the end for me haha
i'm the kinda person that talks about doin sumin really cool like that n never actually getting around to it
it makes total sense for me to do it this way
i watch all of em no time to edit
she hears that bug can you hear it in there, vortex
shouldn't have opened that door, that was a mistake
we never wanna leave the house but we must
my life is a deep dark joke haha
arthur fleck was right about this place
now more specifically a fool for Christ
fools for Christ pissed a lotta people off
isn't paisley such a sweet kitty she likes it rough
positive energy from this cat, she purrs for no reason at all
she trusts me at this particular moment
we already do that, mom but thanks for playin
i don't trust her worth a shit
she'd bolt n pretend that she ain't my cat
zoom in twice
what the normies do is a lot like science fiction (to me)
my parents have seen me really messed up so they're pretty stoked that i am just sober at least
is it enough to gimme hope? probably not hahaha
mental illness is just sumin to accept
coping is moping, i'd rather be groping the Lord