July 5, 2023: I want a home. It is not a building, it is the love inside it.

July 5, 2023: I want a home. It is not a building, it is the love inside it. I need to stay determined to lose the weight. I need to keep battling on. I will find here and I will be home. I am just so exhausted from my four tragedies of my personal life.

Everything is now gone and I stand alone to walk into the unknown and I am not giving up! I cannot give up and I will keep on fighting for my life!

I have to believe in the possibilities and know that it is out there... I will find it and you my love.

Where is my love and my heart to rest. I am exhausted. Still feverishly looking for work. I am pushing myself to the limit and I might break. I see so many things that I need to do to thrive. Yet, I need to fight to lose weight. I feel the longing for home. I will fight and not give up!

Time is running out and I need to find something soon. I see nothing that draws my heart. So I am pondering on what is next for me.

This illness has broken me. It has trapped me in sadness. I am working hard to stay positive. I must continue to lose the weight and find my home and love.

400.2 pounds - Pondering on where is my home? I just want to go home. I want to enjoy life and have a place to call home and love. Nothing is calling out to me. I want someone to welcome me and say... welcome home.

So, the most important thing is to lose the weight and get healthy. I want to find truth and love and never let go.

So I must battle on and find work. I have nothing else that matters. I need to find work, home and safe harbor that will give me the peace I desire.

I will stay focused on work... So that you my love will hold me and welcome me home.

If you know anyone hiring a STEM Business Technology Consultant please let me know. Here is the link to my LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/reubenhaynes

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I AM A FIGHTER! Yet, I need your help... If you can please help here: Medical Donations

Anything would help!

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I still have Myasthenia Gravis (MG), Guillain-Barré Syndrome (GBS) and Motor neuron disease (MND)

My life has changed; preparing for the unknown ahead, with hope.

If you need a roommate or have a room to rent please contact me. I am in the process of completely healing myself and need to finalize the process and move on with my life whatever that is.

I have no idea and just want to be at peace and be still and enjoy the rest of my life.

Of course, I want to have fun and have lots of adventures but, I have no idea what is next for me. I am searching and I want to know where I need to go.

Regardless, if you have an open heart and I place so that I can complete the process of my healing journey. Please contact me.

Thank you.

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