July 4, 2023: On Independence Day, I am now totally alone. I just want to go home!

July 4, 2023: On Independence Day, I am now totally alone. I need to mediate on where I need to go.... I just want to go home!

But where is that? I do not know...

Reflection on Independence Day, and the loss I have experienced my entire life. I have traveled down the wrong path for so long and now I have no where to go.

The person I have been for the last two years is not the real me. I am not someone who is just sick. I have so much to do, but where do I go? Chicago was by dream and it is now I nightmare that I am now reliving.

Now Iowa is a bust, they are not going to rent the house. So I am a man without a home... without love... without a future...

I now need to get up and sell everything I own rapidly and just walkaway from this life and see what is out there in the unknown...

400.2 pounds - Iowa is a bust, need to sell everything rapidly and walkaway. I now have nowhere to go...

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I still have Myasthenia Gravis (MG), Guillain-Barré Syndrome (GBS) and Motor neuron disease (MND)

My life has changed; preparing for the unknown ahead, with hope.

If you need a roommate or have a room to rent please contact me. I am in the process of completely healing myself and need to finalize the process and move on with my life whatever that is.

I have no idea and just want to be at peace and be still and enjoy the rest of my life.

Of course, I want to have fun and have lots of adventures but, I have no idea what is next for me. I am searching and I want to know where I need to go.

Regardless, if you have an open heart and I place so that I can complete the process of my healing journey. Please contact me.

Thank you.

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