The Black Box of Inaccessibility

This video covers briefly, very dense material, on metaphysics and metacognition.

CREDITS:
Written by me;
Narration done through a voice software ("FakeYou" [dot] "com" | "HAL 9000", uploaded by, an anonymous user);
Main clips, are from the movie, "Beyond the Black Rainbow" (2010);
Music is "Polytope de Cluny" (1972-1974), from "Xenakis: Electronic Works, Vol. 2", composed by, Iannis Xenakis [for more, information, please watch the short, 10 min' documentary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XK1KjtetCsg ] | and, Eliane Radigue's, ambient "Transamorem Transmortem" (1974);
Other, overlayed clips, created using Microsoft's "Paint 3D" program;
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14.

Anecdotal: I like this conversation. It's rarely discussed, how other people think, because—i think—most people, don't think about, how they think! 😅 I could go on for hours, talking about talking, and the meta of it :0 Lol, but I already have so many things!
I'll be brief: I hear my thoughts as a voice (audibly, not just mentally), then I hear other voices (audibly, not just mentally), then I have intrusive, thought content (like unwanted, looping, repetitive phrases, music, et cetera), and my own "inner-voice"—which—I relate to being the logical, dominant identity-attachment (ego-self). My thoughts can be clustered, layered, and disorganized. Music can be looping, while I'm thinking about metaphysics, intrusive thoughts can come in—they can appear—"out of order", et cetera. "Funny enough", I do remember my mind—before all of this—and I described it as "crystal clear"; but despite everything, I won't take it back, because—this new mind—has taught me a lot (of the human experience, life, ego, and death—in—general)!