Is Peripheral Vascular Disease PVD Similar Subconsciously to the Heartbreak Disease?

In this video I give a background explanation for the reasons as to why I un-privated all of my videos. If nothing else, it is for proof-of-life, and posterity, to grant some type of vector, however feeble, for any descendants of mine or my friends and family, as well as any potential historians trying to put back together a "Dead Sea Scrolls"-esque record of individuals like ourselves who lived millions of years--perhaps even billions and beyond!--before they did.

I also discuss my illnesses, as paradoxical as they are. There is currently no understanding of what is going on with me, and I've literally had hundreds of doctors look at me and try to figure it out. A truly tragic potential element of this is that I am subconsciously feeling a physical manifestation of something similar to the "Heartbreak Disease." What caused my physical decay (my body seems to be rotting from the inside out), perhaps, is from the deeply-seated betrayal that I experienced, one that is so deep, that I am not even consciously aware of its true depth and ramifications.