crying every waking day about the right thing vs. nihilistic medicated zombie

broken keyboard, just lost yet another key cos i dropped it on the ground
mama bear is tired n done passed out
i could very easily capitalize on different but i kinda sorta hate money or maybe just vain glory
obnoxious to me all this competitive bullshit
thriving whilst alone is winning
this gift God gave me...spinning and flipping
those that don't understand will shame you for it
if you fail at first don't get discouraged, the only one that didn't was Jesus
i love this flute sound so much
stop expecting shit and then you got it
i say this right now...stay tuned (my self-critique fluctuates)
ego takes down so many talented people
i don't wanna give anything to narcissists but we are a principled person
i will stand or sit corrected but i will not kneel corrected
i used to be such a sensitive person
made it thru public school via compulsive masturbation
i disassociated that's how i made it
mental illness got me thru mental illness
did the system make me ill
now madness is my gladness
i hate being around a lotta cars at night time
tangent once more, you know the drill
totalled 2 cars (the first one died from a lack of oil)
RIP elliott, former toyota camry
i understand elliott killing himself cos i essentially starved him *bad car mommy