Moving through resentment to reconnect with family

I've been feeling disconnected from my mother's side of the family. It's not a particularly tight family as it is. On top of that, my behaviour throughout my youth was very reactive. I was angry and resentful. Repeatedly, throughout my life, I was going great and then my parents disrupted that. I endured a lot of trauma that was never acknowledged. Worse, I often felt my parents weren't even aware.

I miss my brothers. I left the family alone for a while because I felt like I was working hard to heal the relationships, but nothing was changing. I feel guilty and selfish when I look back on my behaviour. I wish I was a better big brother, but I also know I did the best I could.

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