loneliness is as good or better than the bass line from my life by billy joel

i bring this up right now becuz...
my shoes are always in the backseat somewhere
it's not multiple personalities
whatever kinda relationship but esp romantic is always a struggle
we always have this issue, it doesn't matter...
why won't you do this or that conventional thing, amy
you think i haven't tried to do all that boring ass shit
it's okay to do sumin else, maybe that's a cope i dunno
am i secretly miserable hahaha
i dunno how to be with anyone really and truly
it won't be enough cos we are too crazy i guess
man the made up conversation we had was way better
when i'm pretending to be you you're soooo much better
bring up a conspiracy, then out like a light (so many passed out on my couch or reclining chair)
obviously so many hats
i'm sure they are waaaay more weirded out by my existence than i am theirs
sex and companionship is totally overrated but i am a weirdo loner loser type haha
can you even make this case anymore cos now men are women 2.0, gonna keep sayin it just to shame them
hooked on moronics, gotta bring that "joke" back amy
i should probably elaborate more on these jokes
biking is missed enough to lament but not enough to actually get out and fucking go
he'd have to rewire me lobotomy style
brainz zapped out due to technology and internet garbage
give up a significant chunk of yourself in order to be in a relationship
tv pales in comparison to life
*they will tell you you can't sleep alone in a strange place/ then they'll tell you you can't sleep w/ somebody else/ ah but sooner or later you sleep in your own space/ either way it's okay you wake up w/ yourself