A Screen Exercise and Old Guard inner talk.

L👀K....I know I am crap at presenting my RECORD FOR THE FUTURE but once you understand that the word is more important than the scribe you learn to hear them from inside and have no more need to buy truth with your time consuming life steering/taking influencers.

If you cannot stand alone by now, you do not understand you.
YOU HAVE MADE IT THUS FAR, YOU SURVIVED THE CONSPIRACY TAPS, YOU LOST IT ALL TO GAIN YOURSELF. YOU ARE A TRUE SEEKER.

Now, for those who wish to bitch, moan or trigger, come back in a decade or two and if you still feel the same or think the same, then I will admit that...

"I failed us, and I am truly sorry".
Please forgive me if this turns out to be true, I cannot promise myself such understanding but I would endeavour to learn and rise stronger for it.
How I long to sit with you and chew the fat over the mysteries of life and more but most of all.. I must consider that those I share my soul connection with (NO NEW AGE CULT SHITE) WILL NEVER CONSIDER ME IN THEIR DARKEST HOURS OR CONFUSION.

I accept this but wait, for now but not for too much longer.
All I know for sure is, "I do not truly understand what the f**k is happening to me".

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

P.S.
Take that pishycasso...Now that's an art attack.
My XFactor Brain- "that's a pure belter mon!"
in Reality- "Oh aye wee man, ye'must have been shakin' like a shitting dog te achieve such elegant strokes by the way".
I get it.