What’s wrong with helping people

I just want to encourage someone, because I need encouragement, I’m not afraid to ask for help. It’s ok, to not be ok. The last few years I was not ok, I am still not. It’s hard, life, loss, pain, suffering. But it just makes me want to love people even more. Some people go on the other path. Me I like this one, tried the other no thank you, no fukin thank you. Yeah I cussed, I’m not perfect just trying to be.