A sons confession and task for his dearest Mother.

Check your volume mum, lower it, as there is static to begin, getting new mic, I know..flash C*nt eh!

I can only give limited information as I would rather you find your own truth.
If you need me, I am here as always but this time, I CAN DO NO HARM.

THEY DID THIS MUM, THEY DO AS THOU WILT AND YOU DESERVE TO KNOW.
After all these years, a life of a very difficult man, a non conformist, a rebel, a dissenter and rejecter of authority who was 'evaluated' at 5 years old without his parents consent nor knowledge to then go on to become a wee fucker. If I had not have filed a FOI request for my entire medical records, to check why I am labelled, we would never have known.
Is my difficulty purely of my own Mum or ?
You know I never could settle, accept and comply but now I learn of truths you reject me and throw me away because I dissagree with your decision and can see nobody will ever believe nor trust me. I live with this Mum, I have to stay strong or your grandchildren will suffer, I only do what you installed within me before life took over and you forgot the warrior within. Our trust may be scratched but remember my words often...

"Patience mum, it takes time but please until then, don't give up on me".
also recall "What is the one thing I do not want to be?...you got it, I do not want to be RIGHT!!
None of us who see want this Mum.
I will remain respectfully absent and quiet until such a time when your amusement is needed again, you begin to trust your g-d given senses or maybe, just maybe one day you'll all begin to admit and trust ME, your son.

My only crime Mum was I could not accept the reality presented so I found some answers that shook my very belief system and soul.
Since then I have been alone to 'work it out' and eventually realise the fool and heal.
If we are to survive what is coming Mum we must work TOGETHER.
Do not ignore what your eyes, ears and inner knowing if they are showing you.
You are not going mad, you are beginning to realise truths.
Tell Ian,
"It's too late to prosper or patch-up the cracks of a falling empire (they plan to take it all-The Great Reset/4th Industrial Revolution) so READ, UNDERSTAND, DO SOME NOSING ABOOT and when you 'figure shit out' get yer arse home and save your family whilst loving and living your blood.
"Only we, you and I Ian, can do this but apart, you will not see it coming and as a result, they will suffer. Please put your ego to bed and tell your pride to, Take a fcuk-off tablet. You are me and I you so realise soon Brother."

"We were always wild Our-kid, OK just me, and if we embrace it we can reside within it and begin to learn the true meaning of LIVING. Wild n Free!
But courage is needed and the biggest decision of a lifetime, if you do not sell and join us, Ian, we will NEVER be a family again. After all we have experienced personally...we deserve the chance to prove to ourselves and this system of lies."

Last word for Ian: "I only wish you life Brother and all we cherish, so please acknowledge and see what is hidden by those you trust but know not and the untruths offered by me, your little fucker of a Brother, a constant worry, pain in the arse."

For you Mum, last word:
I was never the mad element that divided us, it was those who lied to you and have your whole life. I just try to figure it out as you should but when you call...this crackpot will always answer. Forget was was, now we must build on what could be if only we learn once again to love eachother and take or right to be FREE.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤
I love you yer Dick Dastardly chinned fucker!!❤