a mess of a mess...i am honking my horn at myself

if i ever seem like i'm exaggerating
medication doesn't help this
i will take this mess over everything "they" would have me do
at least i have this banana
westernites dunno how to deal w/ problems
pretend it doesn't exist vs. capitalize on my "identity"
cluster A personality type over here, set in stone
not all gay people just the ones on social media
i'm in such a bad mood yawl i'm sorry
i crack myself up with these "moods"
you got the forbidden fruit in yer pocket
what do people mistakenly think i am that i'm not *soooo many things
all these people that are psycho don't seem to have any idea
tradeoffs...i understand america
maybe i should just get high again
i don't want anything to be a crutch
this pillow is so soft feel it vortex
china did good this time
*i totally lost it at work and told my black coworkers that no, i am not a bad bitch
whilst crying