GETTING REALIZATIONS OF OBEDIENCE VS TEACHING RELIGIOUS KNOWLEDGE

GETTING REALIZATIONS OF OBEDIENCE VS TEACHING RELIGIOUS KNOWLEDGE:

Anyone that still teaches the bible ,as if the knowledge in it is supposed to motivate people into fulfilling the law or obeying the commandments , i think is a total liar and just plain stupid. That has never worked for me. For me i have to need what God wants me to do, i have to need it like i need air. I have to see and believe that God and his commandments is ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY IN ALL SPOTS. For example the bible talks about the approval of the father being important in getting a wife. I never believed that no matter how much i read those stories. But as time went on and the more pornography i watched, i keep seeing the same pattern emergy: somehow having a third guy approve of the sexual encounter makes the pornography more enticing. That cuckold pornography has made me REALIZE that a girl's fathers approval is important to the point where i need it - i watched so much of this so-called cuck porn ,and all pornography is cucked because youre watching someone else have sex with the girl you want. The more i watch, the more i started asking the right questions. why the fuck do i need to keep watching another man approve of me fucking a girl. why is it necessary? Well it is because you need a triangle, you need the father's approval ,not just the girl's. It's made by design, you cannot escape it. And why the fuck do i keep watching pregnant women in pornography - well because i need to have a baby , it's necessary by design. i need to get a baby, and a baby gives life hope! and why give everything to all the unknown people i talk to on the internet, my wisdom and God-given resourcefulness should also go towards my own child. im selfish like that. all these things i needed to go through porn to find out. the bible's text tells me that but only my necessity taking me through sin, and taking over my body and soul, has taught me the meaninglessness and futility of sinful and optional ideas and the absolute necessity of every single detail of the bible.

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