Dark Strawberry

Dreamcore / weirdcore edit. I always thought they were a pretty cool escape from the world. I made this because I was bored and unmotivated to do what I should be doing. I wish I could say everything and everyone would listen. I know what I know could fix things, but I need to deal with how this realm operates. I lost overall, but I still want to live out my miserable days eating good food with a decent place to stay and a job I don't mind too much. Really wish I could move out. I don't seem to be understood, but I know everyone can relate through small phrases and vagueness. This isn't to attack. Just to show where I currently am. I'm always changing and am hoping this will assist in having me grow further. I feel so much pain. I wish the world would give me a chance like you all have. Thanks for being here. Idk, this last month has been terrible, but I've been through a lot, and nothing gets better. I'm okay, though, because I'm used to it not getting better! I guess what I'm saying is... nothing.
Let me know if you'd like detailed versions of these or whatever. This one was on the fly and because I'm sad, bored, and unmotivated.
(I hate reading these future tense)
Dark Strawberry Edit