mental problems are Spiritual problems

still in my work shirt
i hate this already hahaha
sumin i've wondered...is everything a lie
easier to believe it n be deceived by it all to get by...most people are this way
so much truth in this, man
most people would rather be dead than know the truth
i'm not saying that i know everything or anything
smartest thing i've ever said: i dunno
better that way...mysticism
this obsession w/ being right, knowing what's going on
have been this way my entire life but i know it's wrong
people that don't trust God are more likely to kill themselves in every way imaginable
people that trust God won't succeed at killing themselves ie me
they couldn't understand it at the time
a lotta things don't make sense to me when i do em but then later on i look back...
not the devil himself but one of his constituents...addiction is another form of possession
piss poor excuse if you ask me
you will just misuse and abuse sumin else
the devil is the disease
since you're down there n all...
look up don't give up, man He will still save you
remember that God could use you and your purpose is significant
whenever it does manifest you will hardly believe that you didn't see it that whole time
it wasn't a waste, and no this ain't a cope
growing is a good thing
go, bitch, go...such a common thing over here
i'm sure you know that i swear a lot
i hear that and show that but they're just words
i believe ad infinitum eventually i'll be exactly what i'm supposed to be
maybe it's not time yet
it's a process growin up x3
keepin the faith in evolution stuff (not darwinism but spiritual betterment)
it's possible but we must wait on God
i'm so good at cracking the whip
nobody else will be as good as me at this
i wish i could increase your self-awareness
it's not like a blood transfusion, i'd be the first to sign up to donate the camera crew inside my head
mislead, thinking i'm defective (realized with pot that i could transform it)...fuck west civ
it was a gift, very misunderstood, uncomfortable, inconvenient...most (gag) gifts are
cancel that out if it was free mason (the tattoo is bad enough)
i need to stop doing anything at all