Praise Dance (Hands by Aaron Cole)

My Testimony/Story
God delivered me from anxiety and depression. I felt extremely lost, sad, drowning in self-doubt, hatred, anger and helplessness. Fighting my lack of self-esteem, self-worth and contentment in my life because I tried too hard to fit in to be accepted in this world. I would break down, get so frustrated to the point of having panic attacks over everything that I couldn't control. I grew disappointed by not reaching life experiences I expected to go through by a certain age throughout childhood and adulthood or job/career opportunities that didn't go to plan.

Grieving the sudden deaths of people I knew and didn't know as well only pushed my determination to rush life before I died. Even if it meant my false hope included ignoring clear red flags that indicated I was moving towards the wrong path. I was mad at God. I felt like He was holding me back from what I thought was "harmless" what-if life experiments I seen through observing people, tv and movies. I didn't trust God with my future despite the many obstacles He carried me through and protected me from growing up.

Regardless of my occasional worrying over little things now, I always find comfort in knowing God ALWAYS had my back with plans that have and ALWAYS will be better than the plan I have for myself. My life is in the best of hands. The purpose God has over my life is the only reason I am still alive from 29+ surgeries due due to my disorder. There were may blessings I receive that not only benefited me but my family.

I thank God for loving, not forsaking add forgiving me even in my place of fear and doubt. I am looking forward to what God has in store for me in 2023 and beyond, Gods willing.
How about you?

Scriptures from King James Version Bible:
John 20: 29
"Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not see, and yet have believed"
Proverbs 3: 5-6
"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths"
Psalms 37: 5
"Commit thy way unto the LORDD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass"
Psalms 55: 22
"Cast thy burden upon the LORD; he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved"
2 Chronicles 20: 15
"Thus saith the LORD unto you, Be not afraid nor dismayed by reason of this great multitude; for the battle is not your's, but God's"
Psalms 51:10
"Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me"

Welcome to my channel. May God bless you!
I do not own the rights to the music.
Song: "Hands"
Artist: Aaron Cole
Album: Hands (2022)
Link to Music: https://youtu.be/RY_77QhCSAk

Intro Music:
Music: Way Back Home by Hotham is licensed under a Creative Commons License.
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Stream: https://linktr.ee/hothammusic
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Support by RFM - NCM: https://bit.ly/3Vd1XtM

Hands - Aaron Cole - Instrumental with lyrics by J.Mike
Link to Instrumental: https://youtu.be/tnm1vHd1x6A