Morning Musings # 387 - When "Aquarian Energies" Become Too Much Water To Swallow. Troubled Waters!

If there's ever been a time when the #scripture verse of "he who thinks to stand, let him take heed not fall" is applicable it would be today. I am still standing, but I tell you it's it's wobbly it's wobbling the more your support systems through #beliefs is eroding. It becomes wobbly! And it becomes a real challenge of going through #hell and coming out the other way. I'm in it I'm in the throes of it now and there is no escaping it. So, what is the way to tackle it? With all your getting get understanding.

And if we can get understanding of the life processes and the biological processes that occur, we can overcome. So obviously, I cannot fall back into the arms of God to stabilize me. It just doesn't work, what worked formally no longer works. But I am deeply grateful being able to thrust myself into the arms of Mother Nature in the Saving Grace of nature.

And it is a really beautiful day today, thank you universe for accommodating me with such a beautiful day to help balance myself. But yeah, as my previous post already mentioned life and death are very much um in the hands of the "autonomic nervous system". It is what can kill us and it is what can give us life and that is very much impacted by what we #fear what we #believe and all of these things transact on the subconscious level.

And the more I become familiar with my subconscious world of course, the more demons and shadows I find and the more fear. I have to find a way to neutralize the fear. And that's when it's so important that we don't #shame and #guilt ourselves but #breathe through it.

In my particular case I um have been seeking #sympathy from the person that is troubling my world at a moment, and it's just not there so it's teaching me how to have sympathy for myself. It's teaching me to have compassion for myself. I need to in order to survive. Unfortunately I'm past the stage of "just give it to God" - it just doesn't work but you wouldn't comprehend it if you haven't been in this experience and that's okay I don't expect you to understand it.

But if you were faced with my situation, it would be quite challenging. And I share these things not to make myself important and wanting to be seen, I share these things in hopes that it will help someone else that is going through something similar and just to show you that you're not alone!

There's people out here that have the experience and maybe I'm not very knowledgeable, but I can say that I am gaining all kinds of experience and just trying to manage. So no, I can't just give it to God and yes that works at the level of Consciousness that you're at, it works and if your Seas have not been Disturbed into tsunami waves that works okay.

Sometimes there is a tsunami that will just take you, it'll just take you to the #underworld and "just throw it on God" right? Eventually you will and I do throw it on God, but I have transferred it in the consciousness of my #soul being that God that I need to trust in. I need to trust my soul to be the captain of my ship, because my soul regulates the ship. What I feel in my soul regulates the ship.

It doesn't come from outside, the help doesn't come from outside. Yes you might get an energy burst that you call the #voiceofgod or a #light from God, it's an energy burst that will strike your pineal glandm it'll give you insight, a glimpse that will help regulate your nervous system. So it all works together whatever you want to call it.

If you want to call it Jesus, call it Jesus if you want to call it Godcall it God if you want to call it energy call it energy. That's not my issue and I support any way that you manage to support and balance your life with, I support that.

But sometimes it would be nice for me to have support too, instead of having to work through this all on my own. And then have to face the adversity, the #satans or opposition of other people's opinions makes it very difficult, makes it very difficult but it's making me a strong person. It's making me stronger and stronger and I guess for that I should be grateful.

So it's not all horrible, but it is an experience all right, it's not for the faint of heart even though I felt my heart faint a few times.

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