Little Snafu: PTSD Outbursts While Live Streaming. Oops! Hear it All Via Private Vids $10 Donation

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Anything I say or do while experiencing a PTSD-Triggered moment during a livestream is strictly indicative of someone who suffered multiple traumatic events causing shellshock, paralysis of the brain--a freezing-up, if you will, of the normal thought processes--disorientation and the inability to function most normally in society. My words during a PTSD episode, do not necessarily reflect my normal thoughts, beliefs or actions as someone well-adjusted enough to society to walk down the street, operate alone and not be considered a paranoid schizophrenic. The activity I experienced could be described as a crazy-making machine that causes paranoia, big time and could either actually cause schizophrenia or, better yet, make someone believe he or she is a paranoid schizophrenic. Most people do not meet the criteria of a paranoid schizophrenic, according to many therapists. Because I am seeking one of the only forms of justice that I can obtain--social security disability benefits or SSDI--because of the nature of the crimes committed against me, I would ask that those in-the-know find it within themselves do the right thing by coming clean and compensating me for the pain and suffering, mental anguish, death threats, harassment and orchestrated, pre-meditated events they imposed upon me beginning in January of 2011 through current day. As for anyone else, maybe you can be the hero who steps-up, and stands-in, to donate on behalf of those who simply won't come clean. A PTSD-triggered episodic breakout reflects me in a state not typical of my own values, beliefs or character as someone who has always pursued love, compassion, empathy and nonviolence as a matter of course. Thank you so much for understanding. I absolutely experienced a level of shellshock, and type of shellshock, that is off the charts and is the result of hate crimes, as well as extreme psychological and physical violence which involves, as I noted before, breaking and entering, death threats and ongoing harassment akin to whistleblowing. Such activity in my case is difficult to prove because only circumstantial evidence can be pointed to as opposed to a very specific source, person, community, religious sect, cult, collective or commune. Without being able to too difficult to blame one source or person or a conspiracy charge pursuit, if you will, I am left here on my own having to maintain my own evidence and documentation of what happened beginning in 2011.

PTSD Video Episode List So Far:

1. Rittenhouse Square area evening of 4/8/22
2. The French Quarter and Rittenhouse Square area, including Sansom btwn 15th &16th Streets. 4/8/22
3. Walking West through Rittenhouse Square Towards the FMC Building Via the Walnut Street Bridge over the Schuylkill. 4/9/22
4. Talk of Statutory Rape, Possibly Orchestrated, Planned and Set Up by People I knew Quite Well 4/11/22
5. Rail Park | Rant RE: Will Perps Come Clean, Do Right Thing | Pay Me Off Already! 4/12/22
6. Live With Philadelphia Walks PTSD Across to Mom's Organic and Back Via Sansom for the Most Part! 4/13/22
7. Live with Philadelphia Walks Post Dog Walk🐩🌭🦴🐾🐶🐕 4/13/22
8. Live with Philadelphia Walks PTSD Pre-Dog Walk 4/14/22
9. Live! Sh!T show With Philadelphia Walks PTSD 4/14/22
10. Live On Thursday Night B4Good Fri w Philadelphia Walks PTSD 4/14/22
11. Phone flipped around Twice to Mirror Mode Filming While I Walked Around Rittenhouse Square and Beyond Without Me Touching the Icon. Concerned About How that Happened. 4/15/22
12. Live with Philadelphia Walks PTSD Heading To Dog Walk with Maximum Innuendo 4/15/22
13. Philly Walks PTSD Live on Saturday Night!💗Beautiful Thunderstorms with Lightening PTSD Trigger Tho 4/16/22
14. Live with Philadelphia Walks PTSD Feeding Squirrels Pumpkin Seeds, Children's Boutique Imagery Across from Church- Easter Sunday 4/17/22
15. Afternoon Commute with Philadelphia Walks PTSD Help Fund Miss PTSD Move to a Bungalow by the Sea 4/18/22
16. Live! Philly Walks PTSD | Was Yoga Rigged in Philly to Begin Pulling Out Slowly in 2016 b4 Pandemic
17. Wednesday Night Live! with Philadelphia Walks PTSD | False Alarm Goes Off at State & Liberty
Unavailable to the general public--Livestreams in which I am triggered. I have saved them in privatized mode and, with a minimum donation of $10, can provide them to you via your email address which you can provide in note sections via donations made through Paypal or Venmo.
Paypal : paypal.me/sharonreneecole
Venmo: @Erin-Vans
Too afraid to expose myself on a grand scale, but want to educate the public about what PTSD can look like and what could trigger it.
Also, trying to earn a living in any way possible while suffering from something I feel was imposed upon me BIG TIME because of an orchestrated series of attacks dating back to 2011.
Many blessings to you and thank you so much for any monetary support you can give.