Little Snafu Part 2: Oops! PTSD Outbursts

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Anything I say or do while experiencing a PTSD-Triggered moment during a livestream is strictly indicative of someone who suffered multiple traumatic events causing shellshock, paralysis of the brain--a freezing-up, if you will, of the normal thought processes--disorientation and the inability to function most normally in society. My words during a PTSD episode, do not necessarily reflect my normal thoughts, beliefs or actions as someone well-adjusted enough to society to walk down the street, operate alone and not be considered a paranoid schizophrenic. The activity I experienced could be described as a crazy-making machine that causes paranoia, big time, and could either actually cause schizophrenia or, better yet, make someone believe he or she is a paranoid schizophrenic. Most people do not meet the criteria of a paranoid schizophrenic, according to many therapists. Because I am seeking one of the only forms of justice that I can obtain--social security disability benefits or SSDI--because of the nature of the crimes committed against me, I would ask that those in-the-know find it within themselves do the right thing by coming clean and compensating me for the pain and suffering, mental anguish, death threats, harassment and orchestrated, pre-meditated events they imposed upon me beginning in January of 2011 through current day. As for anyone else, maybe you can be the hero who steps-up, and stands-in, to donate on behalf of those who simply won't come clean. A PTSD-triggered episodic breakout reflects me in a state not typical of my own values, beliefs or character as someone who has always pursued love, compassion, empathy and nonviolence as a matter of course. Thank you so much for understanding. I absolutely experienced a level of shellshock, and type of shellshock, that is off the charts and is the result of hate crimes, as well as extreme psychological and physical violence which involves, as I noted before, breaking and entering, death threats and ongoing harassment akin to whistleblowing. Such activity in my case is difficult to prove because only circumstantial evidence can be pointed to as opposed to a very specific source, person, community, religious sect, cult, collective or commune. It is simply too difficult to blame one source or person, or pursue a conspiracy charge, if you will. As a result, I am left here on my own having to maintain my own evidence and documentation of what happened beginning in 2011.

PTSD Video Episode List Part 2 :Outbursts While Live Streaming. Oops! Hear via Private Vids $25 Donation

18. Philly Walks PTSD Friday Night Live Snap bc of Racism & ICE, a gangstalking favorite 4/22/22
19. Sat. AM What's Your Price for Flight? | Almost Made it to Kensington But...Philadelphia Walks PTSD
20. Can 76ers Take Game 4! Watch Philly Walks Livestream! Today Love or No Love Here Today for the 76ers
21. Lobster Flight Lovestream Lunch Live On Wednesday w Philadelphia Walks PTSD
22. Outburst after experiencing a human 'trafficking' situation at Mom's Organic Market on Ludlow Street
23. Sunday Morning Brunch Rounds w Philly Walks PTSD Post Race
24. What a Conspiracy Charge is #01 -Monday, May 2, 2022 Afternoon Around 2 pm
25. What a Conspiracy Charge is #1 - Monday, May 2, 2022 Afternoon Around 2 pm
26. What a Conspiracy Charge is #2 -Monday, May 2, 2022 Afternoon Around 2 pm
27. What a Conspiracy Charge is #3 - Monday, May 2, 2022 Afternoon Around 2 pm
28. Is Comcast Food Court Open? Philly Walks PTSD | Yes, and a mini set-up Confrontation Ensued. Proof. 5/3/22
29. Afternoon Commute with Philadelphia Walks PTSD | Talk of Toothache and Out of Line Dentist (RIT) 5/3/22
30. Tuesday Rush Hour. 5/3/22
31. May the Fourth Be with You: Cookie Commute--From Lobby to Store with Philadelphia Walks PTSD 5/4/22
32. Trip To Trader Joe's With Philadelphia Walks PTSD 🎣MAJOR SNAP OUT $50 SPECIAL 5/6/22
33. Pre-Dog Walk Walk with Philadelphia Walks PTSD (5/14/22)
34. Post-Dog Walk Walk with Philadelphia Walks PTSD (5/14/22)
35. Dinner Hour Walk Part 2 on Saturday, May 14, 2022 past Parc Rittenhouse Restaurant
36. You Want a Medal or a Chest to Pin it On! "I'll get you, pretty." Evil Eye Squinch

Unavailable to the general public--Livestreams in which I am triggered. I have saved them in privatized mode and, with a minimum donation of $10, can provide them to you via your email address which you can provide in note sections via donations made through Paypal or Venmo.
Paypal : paypal.me/sharonreneecole
Venmo: @Erin-Vans
Too afraid to expose myself on a grand scale, but want to educate the public about what PTSD can look like and what could trigger it.
Also, trying to earn a living in any way possible while suffering from something I feel was imposed upon me BIG TIME because of an orchestrated series of attacks dating back to 2011.
Many blessings to you and thank you so much for any monetary support you can give.

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