struggles with faith and socio-political beliefs

interesting talk between sargon of akkad and peter boghossian about moral values and objectivity vs subjectivity that helped me navigate my values a little (I disagree with sargon mostly but find he's got some tricky arguments, he admits that theological arguments would convince him if he could be convinced of god's existence though, which is true of me as well, but unlike him I believe I received signs from god
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piprrQmiCuY
video by gavin ortland about iconography and its lack of validity in christian theology
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ytYX4dXpRo