musical confessional, so fun+the actual cat's meow

don't worry, it's odoules, calm down
i always say that i'll sing about certain things
guilt encourages bad behavior
confession was interesting
whatever is in my head is not such a bad thing
i deal with this pretty well, i gotta admit
every time i put myself in mental hell i did it voluntarily
i let the devil or whatever overtake me
i have to be reminded of that and i get so sad even tho it changed me
but i trust my Savior
i never really had an identity so all of this puzzles me
however they like to fancy themselves in this day n age
i'd rather go back to sleep like the rest of this country
no i guess i don't fit in
i kinda sound like annie clark (st vincent) which makes me so happy, i have managed to pick up on some of her singing style...love that bitch
don't want what they've been told to want
everything they've been sold has flaunted their insecurity
relationship w/ God unparalleled
willing to expel everything else
always felt everything coming to a close
it seems like yesterday, so true
i felt bad cos i didn't understand what i had
i felt neglected cos i felt rejected
it's okay that i felt that way
it looks like i'm in full blown psychosis
nice optimistic turn there
damnity damn i love my yearly witch's wart!
notes from the vault *ag's brain
i wanted to believe i could do relationships but alas
so we get on for a min but then it's over for me...
so many people just have sex like it's nothin
i project it hahahaha i really hate being wanted, it's just annoying
maybe i'm disgusted with my past life
celibacy song too sad, must be happier
xmas lights all year
yeah, i don't wear a bra
"i took it off cos fuck that" is the correct response
attention is so annoying
that's paisley ie arlo#2
arlo#1 is right there
you don't wanna hear it but you know that you know
that really is the best meow, i hope it's not truly demonic
i am always playing in the morning
we try comedy hahaha
you'll never be my cat
yes my piano is very dirty
i love the way i shoot this, it's so ratchet
...like clockwork
i had to get arlo n paisley together since they're brother n sister
i've had these cats since winter 2017
so much energy these troublemakers
i like to annoy my cats the way they annoy me, payback
they're so arrogant and forgetful
cats, like women, lack a conscience
personal responsibility is out
at least i clean up all my messes