many flavors of Christianity, yours truly is non-gmo *potty mouth, potty brain (workin on it)

i know this gets redundant
i know what i'm capable of when you're not here
my God conscience won't shut up, it's nice when it's quiet
i was never a victim
if i hadn't done what i've done i wouldn't be here
always in constant reflection
i can still deceive myself very well
not giving myself enough credit or giving myself too much credit
gotta just give God the credit
i wish things could be the slightest bit easier for as long as i've been doin it
if things were easier i wouldn't need Him so bad
maybe there's a reason why God never took this away from me
prime candidate for their pill pushers
it's okay to be in disarray
it's okay to not have sumin clever to say as your rebuttal
...but not God's image
eternal life is money, tho
all the stuff they tell me is preferable
i don't want what i've been told to want (no reward system, no FOMO)
i don't want a baby but i know i got the parts
the only part of you that matters is your heart
don't wanna think i'm in the clear but i'm pretty sure i'm doin what He wants
i'd probably be far more comfortable if i wasn't doin His Will haha
drinkin to the point of extinction,
man i loved to lift liquor bottles
i always knew God's eye was on my ass, maybe that's why He saved it
He saved me in every way i almost drowned
i don't just know it, i feel it
they assumed that my emotional nature would take its' toll
more than likely gonna be reading her obituary
i hear every internalized thought (cos we are pros)
it comforts me to know that God sees these things
God understands things i understand inside of me
i can always get mad but not for very long
5 min and then i move on, way more to think about
latent inhibition means no control over which information we process
you CHOOSE to be depressed
immediately thought of you lauren
no better place for a seminar than your own house (with only you there)
they're not open to that therefore they are dead
no Truth in their existence, it's just so sad
everything they turn to doesn't work cos IT'S NOT GOD
they'll never be close to Him or feel His love and salvation
i do love the fuck outta jazz tho
secular "you're not my dad" phase...oh boy
there's only One who gave you all that talent
we'll open the gifts for you
it's a little arrogant thinkin i can intercede for fiona apple and prevent her from burning in Hell
who are you to put limits on Jesus
what are we defining as sin exactly
the western world doesn't understand plant life
i discussed cannabis w/ my Bishop
this is true, i got too many brain cells...that's what i said
i just got baptized, lay off
should i throw water on all these people
nobody seems to know the right approach to sinful behavior
i feel like i'm being judgmental like it ain't my place to say these things to people about their lives since i don't have to live as them
are you me cos if you were me...
no punchline cos none of that shit makes any sense
side effects of all these other drugs
minimal research into this and you know we've looked it up
if the devil is attacking you then you're worth a shit
emotional meltdowns are comforting to me, i just feel closer to God
1st Corinthians 10:31
hair off the dog that bit ya, all day
information fountain
i have the remote sometimes
there's sumin He is trying to teach you
this stigma is so intense that people are afraid for my life which means i have to talk about it
it's really nice to be reminded that i'm not the only one that struggles with these things
sumin so sick n twisted can draw you in
sin will always hold you hostage
Romans 14:14
people don't cross-examine themselves
momentary impulse, instant gratification
suicide prevention plant (cannabis)
direct link between bdpd and ptsd
these things are supposed to be revered becuz God provided it
those types of people watching family guy w/ their 5-percolator water bong
blasphemous to misuse the word blasphemous
weed inspires some to ask questions
a handful use it as a tool, the rest of society self-destructs
psych ward material? people that are afraid of themselves
psychedelics provide awareness and most are not ready and then the devil will show up
if only i could just stay on topic...
not taking pills for this "add" aka jba (just being american)
you don't have to tell me that weed is made in a lab, thanks monsanto!
this is such a great hat tho, cmon