INTROSPECTION - why I don't create life goals. | Meaning | Attachment | Expectation | Disappointment

I am one of a kind. I function well as a machine, and I can focus on my things when I truly want it, so in life I began distracting me so I don't tunnel myself, since it's painful to do so and forget how time flies. Life goals are irreleveant for me since I can pursue something without reasons. Life longs for better, and I am one of its vessels of flow and manifestation of possibilities. Though limited.