last thought on fb (updating profile) 2006: i'm tired of being a borderline personality

why i keep bringing this up...
what inspired me to do this channel
if they just looked up some information...
no idea what happened to me initially when i got to this shit world
they probably did drop me on my head along w/ whatever else they did
all the crap most people are not conscious of
fuck public school. fuck all the schools.
if they cared they'd have all the information that i have
it's cos i know how to use the internet right/wrong
obsessively pre traumatic stressing
bipolar 13: dsm lives
the killer is inside yer head tho
maybe all horror movies are about mental illness after all, jason was forgotten about and supposedly drowned due to the society's negligence
friday the thirteenth was actually made in 1980
rocky horror should be a horror movie
it is quite shocking in this day and age (considering ALL that is going on in the world) that this cult classic did not get remade at all
why i refuse to watch the new rendition of stepen king's it (too much respect for tim curry)
"bipolar" "autism" and ocd
psycho analysis: we do it right back
if you feel misunderstood, go outta yer way to understand
i'm not as _____ as i'd like to think
maybe it's humbling or fear or my hatred of this world
i hate my music most of the time
occasional profound moment with impeccable comedic timing
the reason why i'm great at all is cos i trust God and i don't follow the regulations and approval rating of shit world
I DON'T CARE THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME
don't explain it, they still won't get it
"what is its' problem?" hahaha
i got a lotta problems sweetheart so true!
probably already gone for sure
these comments are not specific enough
not offended, just curious
i know i was bitching about women since i was talking about mental illness
how does a "woman" stereotypically act: emotionally manipulative narcissist
superficial people don't care about shit like empathy hahaha (it's not a valuable enough quality)
narcissism is never good optics
...but it looks bad always
nothing they ever do will stop this constant need for self-appraisal
they rarely accomplish anything (in relation to who they are as a person which explains their vapid and hollow existence)
i remember this shit too (from my twenties really)
soooo totally joking, imma feel really bad if that happens
i could be way worse trust me
like a child that refuses to eat his damn vegetables (ie me)
...but i'm the only one with actual self-awareness
tik tok vids instead of paying attention
really amy you sound so terrible
i understand why people leave my channel
you're absolutely right critical inner voice
i wanna be nicer and softer and not so mean
people i "relate to" but never related to
foster care is a really fucked up thing, fuck the govt fuck the govt fuck the gov
we are literally opposites in how we have processed everything and the way we view the world becuz of it
they won't say it outloud but i can hear it
everyone is screwed up for different reasons
heyyyy man i checked myself into that psych ward
itchy ass eye
the man in my head is so on point (15:52) drink it up babies
cluster B takeover courtesy of social media
so crazy on fb i thought i was a bdp
chain smokin drunkard vs. social media guru
took some shitty advice, got on insta!spam and went back to smoking cigarettes (2016)
the point i was trying to make: social media is bad and encourages bad behavior, obsessing about approval rating
it's totally demonic
LITTER ali
"connected" "informed" buzz words
nope, it's handling you like a little lap dog...treat treat treat treat treat treat treat treat treat
19:28 if you're playing the ag drinking game
pining for validation no matter what
this is the shadow fake ass world
narcissistic personality running rampant everywhere in west civ
the one cool thing (and kinda funny thing actually) about my brother
hold onto that shit for dear life amy
it gets more awkward every year
social media makes everyone feel bad, at least he knows that much
just bitch about social media you're soooooooo good at that amy
"bonding" that i know is totally superficial and vain
bdpd is predictable, at least they're funny and can inch up to cluster A (schizo spectrum) if they develop awareness of their condition
i guess i am good at dealing with borderlines thanks to all my "studies"
they're just so obnoxious and everything they have to offer is fake
astroturf: greenest grass on planet earth
yeah so much of america is this way