“Keeping Score” by St. Evan

Music video for “Keeping Score” by St. Evan, from the album “Keeping Score”

Music: St. Evan
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Video: Morten Lovechild
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Lyrics:
You don’t feel the same
Wondering when it changed
Did you come to play, my baby?
I’m running your race
My heart’s in its place
Wondering if you’ll stay

I’m tired of figuring out
Whether you’re in or you’re not
I see it as a warning
I feel it in the morning
I’ve got those lingering doubts
Showing me with and without
I see it as a warning
I feel it as I’m falling

And I know it’s the same thing you did before
Made me stay saving face when I needed more
And I’m holding a space too good to ignore, baby it’s fine
‘Cause I know how it feels walking out the door
When I leave it’s the same stupid metaphor
I don’t love you the same now we’re keeping score, baby it’s time

It was all in vain
But I’m not all to blame
Was it just a game to you, baby?
Feels like I’m insane
Got your heart on my brain
I see it as a warning
I feel it as I’m falling

And I know it’s the same thing you did before
Made me stay saving face when I needed more
And I’m holding a space too good to ignore, baby it’s fine
‘Cause I know how it feels walking out the door
When I leave it’s the same stupid metaphor
I don’t love you the same now we’re keeping score, baby it’s time