What's the Truth tiff @Tiffany's Epiphany @What's Truth 3 @What's Truth

Feels like the only place I have to still talk to you. Praying feels empty lately. I sure miss talking to yo I understand why you never gave your testimony.
1 hate out there is unreal. There is no love in this wc a sexual abuse survivor. I get it and I can't wait to j you and the Lord matter of fact I crave it.
Everyone blames me Mom. And now I am grown man with 8 kids and no one to share it with.
All my family hates me cause I messed up. I try to spend the rest of my days spreading joy but It's to late. There is no one to spread it to. I hung on to the light inside me all these years for nothing because I find out there is no forgiveness for the hurting and abused who make mistakes.
It's weird Mom I never abused anyone ever that way but am treated like did people in our family forgive and talk to a rapist and shun the people standing up for what's right.
No one sees this you see it weather I type or pray it out I just want to put it here in case anyone does see this by some chance.
I am the only one who comes here and stares at your picture there with Lila and I sit and think of how they all tried to help me growing up I am thankful now but I had deep issues stemming from sexual abuse in that dirty ol wonderland Trailor park but no one cares matter of fact when tell my story get nothing buthate out there is unreal. There is no love in this world a sexual abuse survivor. I get it and I can't wait to join you and the Lord matter of fact I crave it. Everyone blames me Mom. And now I am gown man with 8 kids and no one to share it with. All my family hate me cause I messed up. I try to spend the rest of m days spreading joy but It's to late. There is no one spread it to. I hung on to tat light inside me all the: years for nothing because I find out there is no forgiveness for the hurting and abused who make mistakes. It's weird Mom I never abused anyone e that way but am treated like I did people in our fan. forgive and talk to a rapist and shun the people standing up for what's right. No one sees this you see it weather I type or pray it out I just want to put it here in case anyone does see this by some chance. I am the only one who comes here and stares at your picture there with Lila and I sit and think of how they all tried to help me growing up I am thankful now but I had deep issues stemming from sexual abuse in that dirty ol wonderland Trailor park but no one cares matter of fact when I tell my story I get nothing but hate and told I deserved it. Starting to believe it now at 43 years old. thought we were supposed to share our story not hide it under a lamp stand but that's the world ready to run defence for rapists and child molesters pretty sad.

@What's Truth 3 @Tiffany's Epiphany @What's Truth