Insight from heaven

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In my journey of healing and self awareness, I felt stuck today. I felt a road block and so I asked God what was my problem? What was my road block and this is what He shared with me.

What an interesting perspective and it kinda makes you want to forgive that much more. I feel joy in my heart today. I feel peace, and I feel liberated, and humbled.

Just imagine, you are a little pup ready to leave to go set out on your own adventure, but you still like to suckle from your mom. You still want the comfort of your family. Your mom instinctualy knows you are ready to leave, you don't. She has to force you to leave by snarling, by prohibiting you to drink from her milk supply. Your dad who is alpha male prevents you from entering the den. You are being turned away. It's for good reason. You don't understand why, but you will in time when you mature.

God is our loving father, and there is a scripture that says if we cannot leave our mother and father for Him - Jesus we are not worthy of Him. This insight gives a deeper meaning to that scripture.

WE are born attached to our parents in so many ways, and we carry them with us where ever we go. We are their gene pool. Their spirits are separate from us, and what if... their spirits are the ones to turn us away... on purpose. What if... our trauma was meant to make us stronger? I've said this before, but what if... our trauma was meant to help us to become better than our parents?

What does God's word say? The BORN AGAIN EXPERIENCE is with a CHANGE OF CHARACTER; LOVE 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 THIS is a change of heart. Obeying this is what it means to circumcise our hearts.

The rage, the torment, the anger, the hate from our childhood trauma, was to turn us away for a bigger purpose that we won't understand until we too... mature.

Be wise my friends, and promise to rise above the pain and trauma, and forgive those who hurt you and learn to forgive yourself. Live your life the best way you can through Jesus. He is your family now, always has been and that is what Trauma was to teach you.

HUGS! I love you my internet family! Be BLESSED!!!

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